My gone cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em but anyways; it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some who didn't want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew That's my little man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, four hours and you said, "No." That's shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write - see I'm just like you in a way I never my father neither; he to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're in your songs so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word - I don't it? I know you got my two letters; I the addresses on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda that other guy from drowning but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM it I hope conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin in the trunk but I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you need some to help ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this about us meant to be together? That type of make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need each or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in before you hurt yourself, I think that be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago made me sick Some dude was drunk and his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!