My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a at the post office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I got the underground shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and pictures man I like the shit you did with too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew my little brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're his fuckin idol He wants to be just you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd you you write back - see I'm just like you in a way I knew my father neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what saying in your songs so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people us growin up You call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever your ass It's six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I the addresses on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you about it And you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just busy You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you But what's this shit you about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down And this shit about us meant to be together? That of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need other or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't want you to do crazy shit I seen this one shit on the a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!