My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em probably was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em but anyways; it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call I'ma name her I read about Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who want him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and pictures man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your fan is Stan
Dear Slim, you still ain't or wrote, I hope you have a chance I mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my little brother man, only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - like his fuckin idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I got a tattoo of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up You call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last I ever send your ass It's six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my two letters; I the addresses on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think it You ruined it now, I hope you can't and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, I supposed to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to each other I really think you and your girlfriend each other or maybe you just need to treat her I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think you'll be doin just fine if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!