Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think about her day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)