Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's man but just think how bananas
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still your mother, that'll never change
Think about her day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)