Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going through

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had heart ripped out and crushed
say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just understand this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, that'll never
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)