Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going through peaks and valleys, dallying
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love mother, that'll never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)