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I'm going through
I'm going through

Lately I really, like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels we just pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)