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I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't with these pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And just today, I looked at your picture, almost to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)