I've never tasted tears these before And though they are the saddest I known simple cause is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I have been now A truly twist of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and thought it Too late for any soul to cast a His would hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a kiss and his breath Unfroze what a roaring fire could do An now is mine and from the start I knew that I was to let him in But while I smile I weep because I That something so that this can begin God, what a fool am I, or am I For years have I hidden in my heart The name of one who never had been But I wrote about and set apart From other men, though did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, to adore But did I think on what I'd lose If ever my affections replaced By living, breathing, warm and real For while I pledged my to him in song The same for me I he did not feel If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in fashion for all time I didn't care he couldn't for me As as I could own him in each rhyme And have someone to think about each When after torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in pain's To fill my pages was my goal the day I dared to call it love For this was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the rest For in my I never was alone And thus in love, though with a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To another in that holy place Though in my mind I knew no one was Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why this When of my will I up the door And swept the space where I swore hed And something within me as I sweep As something new is born in tear Past of memories I long to keep A that I both long for and fear There really was no when it came This shooting star, both fire and Who never me time to make my choice But made my will his own with caress For once and once I did not think Where I feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something to say the word aloud For once I had, I felt a fade Which over me had for all these years And no loss in all the world could match The sense of someone passing with my I hadn't known 'til how lost I was in this mist of my design So much of me my muse had thus That in my eyes no star was to shine Unless it bore some of my light Or strains of music in the beams Until my soul was to the view No man could enter, except in my Its over now and I am not I know well what I am meant to do But late at when I recall my muse I cry for us as he ever knew That I had waited years to hear my Once spoken as it have always been Id wait still but someone real appeared And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my muse I'd ever hello It might not hurt much to say goodbye But there is something tragic in scene Which may appear as to the eye Of who witnesses myself in the arms and lips of my new friend Completed in a way I've never And healing wounds I thought would never The truth shattered my reality The soul I dreamed but never thought Id And now I don't back except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is always For only pain can me who I was And that girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears these before And yes, they are the I have known