I've never tears like these before And though are the saddest I have known Their simple is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this as I have been 'til now A unexpected twist of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and it late Too late for any soul to cast a His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a and with his breath Unfroze what ne'er a fire could do An now is mine and from the start I knew I was bound to let him in But I smile I weep because I know That ends so that this can begin God, what a fool am I, or am I For years have I kept in my heart The name of one who never had more But whom I wrote and set apart From men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on I'd lose If my affections were replaced By someone living, breathing, and real For while I pledged my life to him in The same for me I he did not feel If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this fashion for all I didn't care he couldn't for me As as I could own him in each rhyme And have to think about each night When torment torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in pain's To fill my was my only goal Until the day I dared to call it For love was the only I had known And somehow I could the rest away For in my mind I never was And thus in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take in that holy place in my mind I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I I loved, else why this pain When of my will I opened up the And the space where I swore hed remain And something dies me as I sweep As something new is born in every Past years of memories I to keep A future I both long for and fear There really was no question it came This star, both fire and gentleness Who never gave me time to my choice But made my his own with each caress For and only once I did not think Where I should and for that I was proud But it was one thing to the part And something else to say the aloud For once I had, I felt a shadow Which me had hung for all these years And no true loss in all the could match The sense of someone with my tears I hadn't 'til then how lost I was Enveloped in this mist of my So much of me my had thus become That in my no star was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my light Or carried strains of in the beams Until my was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its now and I am not afraid I know well what I am meant to do But late at night when I recall my I cry for us as though he knew That I had waited years to my name Once spoken as it should have been Id wait there still but someone appeared And the heart no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd ever said It might not hurt this to say goodbye But there is something in this scene Which may as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the arms and of my new friend Completed in a way I've been And healing I thought would never mend The truth that shattered my The soul I dreamed but never Id meet And now I don't look back except in Yet when I do the pain is always For pain can show me who I was And from that girl to me how much Ive Ive never tasted tears these before And yes, they are the I have known