Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you place the on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? out my closet and all them other songs But I don't hate you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert and both of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can drag on and on But, to disagree gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each goats Why we always at each others Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you even get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being placed in a And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications taken over and mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did best to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the of the atlas Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney as Santa, kidnap them And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm The stewardess said to my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you from 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One without a So I'm coming tonight Well no matter what the And if the plane down Or if the crew wake me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My children will me Just know I'm alright I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world Just know I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took this too far, I want a new