Mom I I let you down And you say the days are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you the blame on me As you pour another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on Maybe we took too far
I went in Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too out my closet and all them other songs But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're beautiful to me, cause you're my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic bomb to chemical warfare And forever we can drag on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially dad, he fucked us both We're in the same boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't or changeable And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I every time it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to us both Foster care, that you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every and desert cactus Own a collection of and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness come me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm home tonight no matter what the cost And if the goes down Or if the can't wake me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My children carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say goodbye cruel Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I a new life