If I told you I wanted to to you, You know, You'd think I'm holla at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out anyways you?
Rather lose love to move on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I been blind, got me goin' that road. Heart of stone, Far from home, woman you cold. Every that you ever had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still here but I skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. Listen to your friend, get man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you the title but she rejects what I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. them, didnt work, Got standards, Nothing do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could shed all tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I know how to move on, i went wrong, I wish i could live no fear, So and out, I'll keep it moving and get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her baby so, so She dont have a with, with, fuck a nigga Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who run, but you run away from me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the thing? She can't see in me, i see in her. This she inherit can't be reversed. I can't even stay in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is that I aint't that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been hurt before so you and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. Nothing I ever do work, Diary of a girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. Just tell me that I meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the man, And mostly all of them have made you somewhat incapable of a impression. What I do is I my aggression with no cable or antenna, Just intentions to you, if capable, Hoping that the material possesions can materialise to a you... Cars, nothing I drive can you out of this frame of mind. such a ugly picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for your ears to tell your heart to to it. Diamonds, a best friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And everyday that goes by is a more lines in her diary. The day is better than the present, so anyone in her presence endures these life sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, I could share all my tears, Im and out, I'll it moving and try to get out, I dont know how to on, I went wrong, Wish I could with no fear, Im so and out, keep it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......