(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found down possible over substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the to receive the drug addict trait. Blood pressure at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium yeah that's great. I go to take one and I end up like having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that with all I at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! He's acting weird again, really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) just a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been sober a year. And that fucker talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half I'll be buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind little line? With that of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of wine asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow the fuck happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a ache. Shit half a why cant I? 'All systems for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A weeks go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new rules it's if it's helping you to get through. twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your Now here I am three months later, full relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home from holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take naps, just to be able to function the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how many Three. And that will average out to about one good sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz Christmas you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR cases with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good Elaina. Go in the room and the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)