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Go in time to when my nigga daddy Impregnated my momma and stopped it
My oh my (My oh my)
Oh my (My oh my)
I oh my (Oh my)
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And how the world treat her How her momma mislead her
And her daddy leave her? Like when that magician pull on the lever Oh my
(Oh my) Oh my (Oh my) Like the white woman oh my Oh my, my, my, my, my Oh my, my, my, my, my
Oh my I don't right deep inside like I need to hide
Everybody why I get high 'Cause I can't the feeling inside Oh my, my, my Oh my, I said oh my,
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I'm taking and drinking liquor But that shit make a dent in how I'm feeling And yes I'm willing to keep chilling on this I know there's someone out there far
feeling all this shit And yes I know when I'm low There's so further I can go And so I up to the sky Oh my, oh my
(Oh my, oh my) Oh my, oh my (Oh my, oh my) Oh my, oh my (Oh my, oh my) Oh my, oh my (I oh)
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And her daddy leave her? Like abracadabra when that pull on the lever Oh my
Oh my, my, my, my, my
Oh my, my, my, my, my Oh my I don't feel right deep Feeling I need to hide
Everybody why I get high Cause I fight the feeling inside Oh my, my, my
Oh my, I oh my
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And her daddy just leave Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the Oh my
Atom: So what now? What can you give me? God: What advice can I give I suppose so God: your life. Don't waste your days on the negative energy of others. Remember that you're not your salary. You're not your house. You're not your car. And no matter how big your bank account is, your grave is six feet under just like everyone else's. So enjoy the days you have. Worry not bout the days that came before you. Nor the ones that will follow you in death. Remember that right here in this moment is all you are guaranteed, and the fact that you are living is what life is all about. So live your life to the fullest, according to your happiness and the betterment of all Kai: Damn man, been walking forever Thomas: Well, Thalias tracking system says we'll be in just over an hour
Kai: Shit, at least we got good music or is that it? Oh no, man. I'm cueing up the fourth album now, his final one
One, two, three, One, two, three, four, into my eyes Tell me you could see the smile that I'm puttin' on This front I'm puttin' up for you I my soul into a microphone With poems written in In hopes that enough for you Do you love me Do you me yet? No? go harder for you In fact, I rap till I All I wanted was acceptance, my lesson I'll never feel your approval I accept my own Come from a messed up home, and less informed About the to raise a child up To not become a Of his environment, I to cry and vent But I done built this up Actin' everything's all good But in reality I'm for something Through bumpin' my favorite rappers I came up Nas, Cole, and Hov Eyes closed, I zone five or so in the morn' I'm to being alone Shit, you know how I've been out on my own? Chasing dreams, of a throne One day I wake up and see that it didn't all along Till then I will pen verses that fans consider Boosting my ego with million that spills in And still I won't find solace, so where's the in that? Worrying 'bout if they think could rap When it all goes back to a childhood, need to be By parents that was in too deep with the Nigga, my advice, fuck the black and white Be who you are, identify as a No one you you're that something that you just know The be stealing your glow Your mama did she could Her was miles from good Your father in the trap set for you when you black They met they was low And therefore you a product of And so your trauma is Don't bury it you weep And it out of your system, then truly forgive 'em Just my opinion, only then can you peace Just start to happiness don't come from album release I've through it before Can only with you what I know To be true, but at the time, I'll never be you And you'll be me, no matter how hard that you try This is for youngins out there how far you can fly The truth is that you could go than the stars and the sky But if you want to then you to know why Are you from something With hopes of becoming That's worthy of love Let me tell you now, worthy enough Fuck approval from strangers, that shit is dangerous as Find God, to accept yourself And I'm gone, Him